‘Stories’ - A Poem
My parents used to read me stories
before bed, a cup of milk warmed
for one minute in the microwave and tales
of elephant families that I knew every line to,
I think, though, that I took for granted
when I was younger, the power in my expression,
the way that I can mould my body into the shape
of a story, twist my voice to mirror an emotion,
that there are a whole range of emotions, other than just sad
or happy, and I have lived them now,
I have lived the rejection, the depression, the magic,
the broken bones and recreating yourself entirely
after the person you loved enough to trust with every fibre of you
runs away and leaves you fractured at your core,
I understand now how actors only ripen with age,
how each experience is another word
in your vocabulary, each tear another droplet
filling your cup of empathy, each hole in your favourite jumper a story
of heartbreak, and I have only scratched the surface,
I think, I used to be scared of feeling
anything I hadn’t turned inside out and inspected
every inch of, now, I want to break open,
I’m scared, still, but i believe in it now,
I see the power in it now,
I see how women wearing their truths
have inspired girls like me to bear their own
how these tragedies unite us,
and how in a world that tells us to sit still, look pretty,
that tears us down
and pins us against each other,
the bravest thing we can do
is share our stories.